One mid-night when I woke up, I suddenly felt that I hated I was awake. You know what, I got a simple dream, and I really felt good because of it. That could be the best feeling I've got so far. I walked with a little girl and I didn't know who she was. I asked her if she felt tired, she said no, but I knew she was. I didn't think she's beautiful but I felt comfortable while looking at her--kind and pure, innocent and sensible. I carried her on my back, and then I kept walking. Later, she's gone, I walked with another person, I still didn't know who he was, and maybe it was SHE. We walked for a long time, and I knew we would go to different directions soon, but I didn't feel sad. I liked to walk with him/her, but I was not afraid of losing him/her. When we went apart, he/she said:" we have been walking so long together, would you simply go away? ” I stand there, tears suddenly out, sadness full of my heart. No, I thought there's something more than sorrow. Then, I woke up.
Hope it will just be a dream......
Friday, November 30, 2007
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
What I wish is...
Sometimes I wish I could talk with God, and I hope him can make my life wonderful. I would like to pay for it by my own lifetime ---- take away several years of my life and make the rest of it be amazing...... I don't care if I will die early, but I can't stand if I live with sadness and misfortune. You may think I am nuts, but it's a great bargain, I feel. If God really exists, I can not only go to the heaven early, but also get a happy life right away.
Have you had the same experience before?
Sometimes I just realize most of my friends treat me well, and I can't help sobbing...... Maybe I am a little girl with a big will. I firmly believe the beauty of the world where I can find my happy life eventually. However, happiness seldom come over, and when it comes, I will too happy to accept. What a wonderful life! Do you believe it can be too wonderful to make me die?
Have you had the same experience before?
Sometimes I just realize most of my friends treat me well, and I can't help sobbing...... Maybe I am a little girl with a big will. I firmly believe the beauty of the world where I can find my happy life eventually. However, happiness seldom come over, and when it comes, I will too happy to accept. What a wonderful life! Do you believe it can be too wonderful to make me die?
Monday, November 26, 2007
My dreams, my future #3
Continuing...
Sometimes, I asked myself what kind of person I wanted to be. Famous? No! I liked to live my own life as everyone else. Useful? Yes! But useful for what? That’s the point. Then I get an idea of helping others. So how can I help them? Meanwhile I began to interest in food. So why not learn nutrition or dietetics which is related to people’s health and daily life? Why not study abroad and get something new? My future is getting clearer and clearer.
In the other hand, the way we eat is the way we live. Diet seems as an attitude of life, and nothing can be compared with a healthy life, yet modern people pay little attention on it. Some serious diseases appear when people are getting older. In fact, most of them can be avoided only if we have good diets in daily life. The problem is people don’t know how to eat healthily. So what I want to do is trying to improve their diets before they get diseases. It’s a good way to help others. Then I found my future plan finally, which is studying in nutrition or dietetics and trying to help people live in a healthy way.
I won’t have farther plans for the future, because world is changing; life is changing; people are changing; I am changing as well. Farther plans seem meaningless, yet small plans make more sense. No matter how far you want to go, start from the first step. To be closer to my future, now I plan to get ready to face the changes and the challenges in my future life whenever it comes.
Sometimes, I asked myself what kind of person I wanted to be. Famous? No! I liked to live my own life as everyone else. Useful? Yes! But useful for what? That’s the point. Then I get an idea of helping others. So how can I help them? Meanwhile I began to interest in food. So why not learn nutrition or dietetics which is related to people’s health and daily life? Why not study abroad and get something new? My future is getting clearer and clearer.
In the other hand, the way we eat is the way we live. Diet seems as an attitude of life, and nothing can be compared with a healthy life, yet modern people pay little attention on it. Some serious diseases appear when people are getting older. In fact, most of them can be avoided only if we have good diets in daily life. The problem is people don’t know how to eat healthily. So what I want to do is trying to improve their diets before they get diseases. It’s a good way to help others. Then I found my future plan finally, which is studying in nutrition or dietetics and trying to help people live in a healthy way.
I won’t have farther plans for the future, because world is changing; life is changing; people are changing; I am changing as well. Farther plans seem meaningless, yet small plans make more sense. No matter how far you want to go, start from the first step. To be closer to my future, now I plan to get ready to face the changes and the challenges in my future life whenever it comes.
Sunday, November 25, 2007
My dreams, my future #2
Contiue with my dream, my future^_^~~
Later when I was 13 or 14, my painter dream changed into animator, for I loved cartoon movies. I planed to make the best ones, better than Disney's and Japanese. Unfortunately, now I have no chance to be an animator in that I’m not good at Java, not good at computer. Instead, I was successful in the plan of making some good friends, planting some trees, and keeping learning.
Life is full of changes. At first, I went to a university in Wuhan. But my scores were not high enough, as a result that my major was decided by the university. After all it was not what I want to learn. Then I decided to give it up and tried to get closer to my own future. But what is my future? And where is it? I realized that my future was nearer. My future plans will not be great, will not be impossible, and will not be far away. They should be reachable and realizable.
Later when I was 13 or 14, my painter dream changed into animator, for I loved cartoon movies. I planed to make the best ones, better than Disney's and Japanese. Unfortunately, now I have no chance to be an animator in that I’m not good at Java, not good at computer. Instead, I was successful in the plan of making some good friends, planting some trees, and keeping learning.
Life is full of changes. At first, I went to a university in Wuhan. But my scores were not high enough, as a result that my major was decided by the university. After all it was not what I want to learn. Then I decided to give it up and tried to get closer to my own future. But what is my future? And where is it? I realized that my future was nearer. My future plans will not be great, will not be impossible, and will not be far away. They should be reachable and realizable.
Friday, November 23, 2007
My dreams, my future #1
I spent three weeks to write something about my dreams and my future, and now I'd like to share it with all my frends.
The moment when others suddenly asked me about my future was the moment I realized that I should begin to think about it carefully. I tried to write down all the future plans that I have had before in order to find something worth. Looking at my list, I suddenly noticed that as the time went by, all my great future plans became dreams, but the small ones became true.
At the age of 4, I had my first great future plan——being a painter. The first time when I drew a pear I drew some dots on it as well whereas other children only drew the shape. It made my parents believe I may be good at drawing. Although they let me want to be a painter, I have noting to do with a painter right now. The plan was so far away from a 4-year-old girl that I hardly reached. However, at the same time my other small plans were realized. I planed to draw a picture and receive praise. I planed to do homework as fast as possible so that parents allowed me to play with my friends.
The moment when others suddenly asked me about my future was the moment I realized that I should begin to think about it carefully. I tried to write down all the future plans that I have had before in order to find something worth. Looking at my list, I suddenly noticed that as the time went by, all my great future plans became dreams, but the small ones became true.
At the age of 4, I had my first great future plan——being a painter. The first time when I drew a pear I drew some dots on it as well whereas other children only drew the shape. It made my parents believe I may be good at drawing. Although they let me want to be a painter, I have noting to do with a painter right now. The plan was so far away from a 4-year-old girl that I hardly reached. However, at the same time my other small plans were realized. I planed to draw a picture and receive praise. I planed to do homework as fast as possible so that parents allowed me to play with my friends.
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